I have to pack my life away again.
It's all real. It's real it's real it's real. Aaaaah.
How am I expected to do anything when my childhood/studenthood just ended? I am a mess. I mean, I'm a stuck-together mess right now - all tape and wrapping paper - but I think I'm going to unravel after watching the film at DiaCon, when I feel a little more free. If not then, then at the end of the con.
All this pent up emotion has to get out at some point; life has been too much of a whirlwind for it to escape lately. I feel as though it's all going to spike around then. So. Let's see if the duct tape can hold me together the way it holds the universe together.
Out with me.
OH WAIT NO AAAAAH. THIS IS IN ALL CAPS BECAUSE I CAN'T DEAL. THE LAST TIME I WAS AT ROWE, IT WAS 2007 AND THE LAST BOOK HAD JUST COME OUT AND EVERYONE WAS READING IT AND QUOTING, "NOT MY DAUGHTER YOU BITCH" AND McGONAGALL QUOTES. IT WAS WONDROUS. THERE WAS A HARRY POTTER THEMED DAY AND COLEEN (DIRECTOR) ASKED ME IF I WAS WILLING TO BE McGONAGALL AT THE 'STAFF TABLE' BECAUSE SHE SAW I HAD THE HAT AND I WAS ECSTATIC. THE PERSON WHO PLAYED SNAPE WAS THIS BOY MARC AND IT IS RIDICULOUS HOW MUCH HE LOOKS LIKE A YOUNG SNAPE AND HE JUST ADDED ME ON GOOGLE+ WHICH MADE ME WIBBLE ALL OVER THE PLACE BECAUSE HIS PICTURE IS ON HIS PAGE. AND I AM WORKING WITH HIM AT ROWE THIS YEAR. I AM WORKING WITH A YOUNG SNAPE LOOK-ALIKE. I CAN'T DEAL WITH ANYTHING AT ALL RIGHT NOW BUT MY FACE IS PASSIVE AS I TYPE THIS SO ALL THE EMOTION IS HERE IN THE CAPS. IT CAN ALL SPILL OUT LATER, WHEN EVERYTHING IS PACKED!
"Welcome! Welcome to the new year at Hogwarts! Before we begin our banquet, I would like to say a few words. And here they are: Nitwit! Blubber! Oddment! Tweak! Thank you!"
[Albus Dumbledore; TPS Chap. 17]