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11 October 2010 @ 04:06 am
Today I hoovered the living room.

My room is lived in and a little messy, I don't have an outfit picked out for tomorrow, I don't have a bag set up and I'm not sleeping at 4am. I'm not 'excited'.

But I'm relieved, because I'm not particularly nervous. Tomorrow feels like just another day. I just happen to be heading to my first lecture of third year, but it's just another day.

I'm pleased about that. It doesn't feel like a big deal. It feels like something manageable. I love being here in this house I'm living in with these people I'm living with, and I love spending my evenings in this environment.

I don't want classes or dissertations sullying that up. Sure I'll let them be a pain in the arse sometimes, but I am going to try my darndest to keep them from taking over.

University, I am going to out-stubborn you. I am a mule. Are you ready for this?
Current Mood: goodGood.