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23 April 2010 @ 01:59 am
 
Realisation: I finish Uni in a month, disregarding my dissertation literature review.

Fact: I will live through it, no matter how stressful.

Exaggeration: THERE IS NOT ENOUGH TEA IN THE WORLD FOR THIS!

Present Thought: LKAJSDKJASDFJ AAAAHHHHH WHY THE FRAK I DON'T EVEN WHAT THE FRAK WHY AM I HERE HOW DID THIS HAPPEN NOOOOOOOAAWWHHH I CAN'T WRITE OR DO SCIENCE THIS WAS A HUGE MISTAKE ALSKDFJLKADJSF BLERBITY BLERB DERPA DERPA MEEEEEEEPLES WIBBLE WIBBLE.

Present Feeling: There are so many more important things in the universe, like my friends in heartbreak pain reaching out for love, the fact that the sun keeps shining every day (whether we can see it or not) and the knowledge that I have inherent worth and dignity to be respected regardless of any inter-self judgments.

(The last two headings are important distinctions; in some people, at some times, they are swapped. In me, at present, my thoughts run rampant and my feelings are tranquil.)
 
 
Current Mood: contemplativeConflicted.
 
 
 
Morninglorybluemorningloryblue on April 23rd, 2010 05:02 pm (UTC)
I love your icon!
Kiwi Crocus: Nature || Serene spot.cranky__crocus on April 25th, 2010 10:06 pm (UTC)
Thank you! (: I picked it up because it reminded me of my favourite spot on my high school campus. :D
gerristgerrist on April 26th, 2010 12:58 pm (UTC)
Out by plant? Where I used to pick you up?
Kiwi Crocus: Nature || Serene spot.cranky__crocus on April 27th, 2010 11:48 pm (UTC)
Into the woods, down past the animal barns, actually. (: There's a little stream Watsonii took us to sophomore year, I think. I've gone back a few times and it's always lovely!