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07 January 2010 @ 10:07 am
 
I needed last night with Kris. Mum agreed to drive me instead and I had a breakdown in the car. We chatted a little, but I'm not very receptive these days.

When I got there Kris came to the door and said, "Come experience the best blanket ever! Get in here!" Hugged me and pulled me to the little couch-bed in their den and pulled me under the covers. It was beautiful. I took my shoes off and she snuggled me up with her. I hadn't felt that comfortable and peaceful in days.

We chatted about Life, the Universe and Everything/College. It was beautiful to hear so many similarities in how we want to live. And being antsy to get out now that we're pretty much halfway, her with two more semesters than I. Although she may take more online classes and try to finish early.

It was nice having the reminder that there's so much outside of school troubles. And that she gets some too. And that yeah, procrastination happens, but it tends to happen to the best of us, even/especially when there's so much invested. She learned to procrastinate in college.

We stayed for dinner. I loved seeing Kris, Zazz (Kris' Mum) and my Mum singing show tunes and dancing 'round the kitchen. It was what I needed.

I woke up feeling a bit sick but mildly capable--much better than the last few weeks. I'm still down and still spooked, but it helped. I'm sad I was too tired to go to Hell with the Snoopy Gang. I was so tired, and for once felt peaceful enough to go right to sleep when I wanted.

Now I need to get ready for my interview. Gonna try not to stress it. I know Marla. Then I get to go to Gar's house. I can do this.
 
 
 
Iva: stock: flower bunch on journal (xqueenmawastxd_symphony on January 7th, 2010 06:03 pm (UTC)
Glad that you're feeling better. :)
Kiwi Crocus: GA's || Arizona Robbins || Laugh and crycranky__crocus on January 10th, 2010 05:21 am (UTC)
Thank you, me too. :) I hope it lasts despite that I've put the distance between me and my sister again!
fairy_fire: Huggenatorfairy_fire on January 7th, 2010 09:29 pm (UTC)
Your spooning is missed
Dear Kiwi. I love you. You are a beautiful, talented and great energied woman. Please don't stress out. You are strong and will make it all work to your advantage in the end. I can just feel it.
Kiwi Crocus: AFP || Imagine flowers.cranky__crocus on January 10th, 2010 05:19 am (UTC)
Re: Your spooning is missed
I love you too, Neo. Thank you for this beautiful message. I'll try not to stress out, especially for you! I'll be strong enough for this. :) I'll try really hard!

And if I don't hit all the marks, at least it will make a good memoir. :P Memoirs are always better with a little well-humoured failure!
101mutts: cherry tree101mutts on January 8th, 2010 12:40 am (UTC)
Glad Kris was so helpful and Gerri was willing to drive!

Even from the little description up there I can get a sense of some of the stardust between you.

Hope your interview went splendidly!
Kiwi Crocus: Frendship || Peacecranky__crocus on January 10th, 2010 05:20 am (UTC)
I was very confused when you called my mother Gerri! I don't know why this surprised me.

Kris & I are definitely very stardusty. Ridiculous amounts sometimes!

I think my interview went well. I guess I'll see later!
101mutts: cherry tree101mutts on January 10th, 2010 05:26 am (UTC)
Really? It's a name cool enough to use with the spelling and all. :P I'm more confused when friends call my mom Mrs. French or something sillt. I was always into calling adults by the first name, less important to me now.

It'll be fun reading your entries if you get the job. :S (oooh, that was a typo, but I like it! I have a think for 's's anyways...)
Kellyddagent on January 16th, 2010 11:17 am (UTC)
*huggles*
Kiwi Crocus: GA's || Capmirez || Friendship/hugs.cranky__crocus on January 16th, 2010 08:50 pm (UTC)
I love the huggles you send! :D ♥ Thanks!