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24 November 2009 @ 10:00 pm
Teh Kwii's Kweh  

  • Well, that was a 20-minute study in how my mind doesn't shut the frak up when it's horizontal during end-of-term-time. FML.
  • "As I examined my ideals, particularly the validation I sought through unrelenting hard work, I found that they were empty... one by one, they dropped away." That quote just made my life. It probably won't kick in, but it touched me.
  • "I feel sad at how stressed my students get and, during exams, I remember words from a Zen teacher that to 'be adequate' is enough in life."
  • I put off my meditation for 10 minutes working on my seminar report outline. Time for some meditation, chyeah!
  • Hmm. I lost my file for the outline I just did up. Instead of freak out, I guess I will just do it again! It's alright. Cool beans.
  • Just redid my seminar report outline. It's 262 words and apparently MShaw wants the report to be 300 words. That is so not happening. Hah.
  • At least I've got something to work with. Now break, then to bed with laptop for writing. Writing for the (Possibleifitexists) Soul.
  • At least I broke the 30k mark, even if I don't finish. First year I didn't finish I only hit the 20k mark. But still writing. :)
  • 32k. It's so easy to write about the things in high school that most interested me - some of my interactions with Watsonii! Yay for this.
  • I meant 31k, but no matter, 800 words from 32k and I will be there soon. Going to bed at 4-5 a.m. Wonder how much I'll have written by then.
  • bit.ly/5fZf3V If I were a golden retriever puppy, this would perpetually be me. My life is hiccups.
  • 32.3k. Break to pee and answer a few emails, switch positions and write on my belly. Wonder if I can get to 35k before I go to sleep.
  • You know what is ridiculous? I have yet another connection to Cassia/@joyitude. Clearly I was MEANT to meet her in my life.
  • 33k. I can definitely get to 34k before I fall asleep although 35k may be a run for my mindgoo. I will fall asleep soon.
  • 34k and so close to 35k I'll just finish that and go to sleep. I am clearly a crazy loon. I do strange things in my life.
  • I am at 35,000 words from the previous 28,000 words. Not too bad. 15,000 words left. That is so possible. So possible. Night loves!
  • In the words of Neil Gaiman Himself, "My Me hurts." I went to sleep. I woke up many times between then and now. I feel tired.
  • So sick of the waking up at random. 9, 11, earlier than that... Plump. =/ Maybe next time I'll try closing the window fully. I want sleep.
  • I got a 60 and an 80 for my discussion posts in the e-forum; averages out to a 70. Not too bad. I'm pleased. I should be in the shower.
  • Yeah, tomorrow I do have a practical after Evolutionary Biology, so I guess I'll go take a shower just to wash my hair. Don't want to leave.
  • twitpic.com/qqw8o - Think my shirt is a little too see-through. :P Oh well, Jojo will appreciate it.

And that's a wrap, folks! Kupokweh!
lash_laruelash_larue on November 24th, 2009 10:20 pm (UTC)
I'm not on twitter, for previously stated reasons.

But yeah, pay no mind to that eejit.

And the real problem is that it's not see-through enough. There, I said it. Please don't kill me, Kiwi's Mom, I meant it with the greatest of respect...
gerristgerrist on November 25th, 2009 01:08 am (UTC)
Lash, you are funny and I don't plan to kill you, ever. Kiwi is never a blabber mouth about people, BUT she shared tiny snippets about you with me. (I am not horrible at putting pieces together) Those snippets, along with meeting you in person and feeling very comfortable at my kitchen counter, AND seeing your hysterical comments over the years (some of which I get in ways Kiwi doesn't just cause I'm older), have created the context in which I SMILE whenever I read what you write. You have no harm in you. Everything you do seems to have the ulterior motive of supporting Kiwi in her creative self expression (which includes dressing up and stuff). This is a safe place. Kiwi is a safe place. As her Mom I admit to being proud of that safe quality in her, while I take no credit for it. She was safer than me and taught me to be a better person in many area : ). I imagine you already knew this was how I would feel, deep down, or you wouldn't have posted. Now you have concrete evidence. : ) Gerri / Mom/Mum
lash_laruelash_larue on November 25th, 2009 02:13 am (UTC)
Indeed I did feel that way, and I would gladly stand and burn before I harmed Kiwi in any sense at all.

I continue to marvel at you all, and I am so grateful to have Kiwi as a part of my life, she brings out good things in me.

I do hope to see you again someday, and thank you for your trust.
Kiwi Crocus: Jessica Capshaw || Butterfly glee!cranky__crocus on November 26th, 2009 01:56 pm (UTC)
We are equally grateful! And I'm sure you'll see us again. :)
Kiwi Crocus: Helka || Rainbow Look.cranky__crocus on November 26th, 2009 01:54 pm (UTC)
I understand Lash's comments perfectly well. :P I smile at the comments too. They make me laugh.

Awwr, Mum, you're the best. You should take credit for the safe quality! It's certainly not safer than yours - we're safe space together!

Thank you for the beautiful reply to Lash!
Kiwi Crocus: Mary McDonnell || Cleavage dig!cranky__crocus on November 26th, 2009 01:52 pm (UTC)
Laughs. I promise it was more see-through in person. Jojo and Pip admired it and told me I shouldn't have been surprised that I stretched it out more than previous friends; they added that I stretched it out more than most people. Laughs and shakes head.