Kiwi Crocus (cranky__crocus) wrote,
Kiwi Crocus


I hurt people.

It isn't my intention.

It's hard to have a discordant and on different levels, in different realms and realities. Difficult difficult difficult to attempt.

Trying to be kind.

I have been very Now today. I smile.

I feel tired and happy and filled with love, and peaceful. Even though grades exist and people hurt and I could hurt and tomorrow will be a dawn with little sleep. I just feel Serenity.

I am not comparing and contrasting people places or things, or exploring concepts, or pondering, contemplating, examining, analysing - I feel Free right now. I feel Connected. Very One and Now and Be.

You am what you is and I are who I be.

Hmm. Basks. Calm.

Wouldn't this be nice if it lasted all day. But I'm not going to think or worry about All Day, because right now I'm now.

Wow. No proper words. Unconcerned shrugs. Sleep soon. Sounds beautiful, like being awake or in-between.

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