Yes, I know there are other options. No, I'm not thinking about them.
So I'm sitting here listening to emo music about how people broke the band members' hearts.
I find bitter humor in that I still don't know if I have feelings for anyone. I seem to have forgotten what it actually FEELS like. I haven't fallen in love in around three years.
I mean, I've had infatuations. Yes, I've had those.
Even crushes, mayhap. Madi possibly being a case for that.
But nothing I've had a chance with. Or that's what I tell myself, at least.
How would I know, when I've forgotten what it feels like anyway?