Kiwi Crocus (cranky__crocus) wrote,
Kiwi Crocus

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So Erin is probably in the hospital now. Either waiting for her fourth heart opperation, under the knife, or on the bed starting the long road of recovery.

Yes, I know there are other options. No, I'm not thinking about them.

So I'm sitting here listening to emo music about how people broke the band members' hearts.

I find bitter humor in that I still don't know if I have feelings for anyone. I seem to have forgotten what it actually FEELS like. I haven't fallen in love in around three years.

I mean, I've had infatuations. Yes, I've had those.

Even crushes, mayhap. Madi possibly being a case for that.

But nothing I've had a chance with. Or that's what I tell myself, at least.

How would I know, when I've forgotten what it feels like anyway?

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