January 22nd, 2012

HP || McMin || Braided concern.

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Self-esteem problems + writing a cover lettter = gee, teeth, I'm so glad to have experienced that pulling!

But it's written up by my new deadline - 'before I sleep Saturday night' - and can now be checked tomorrow, possibly after a post-church nap. In the morning I will be volunteering with the teens.

alsdjkflaksjdf fecking fook.

Someday, I want to be a real person who actually finds value in herself, and not someone who has to spend hours pretending just to write three paragraphs.

But hooray for small accomplishments, I can zonk out now. Mayhaps positive!Kiwi shall be back tomorrow afternoon. 'til then, dreams of feeling clever and intelligent and not at all the great looby I truly feel akin to.