April 30th, 2011

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Learning about human well-being and freedom in choice and action being often based on education makes me feel guilty for the education that I'm getting and complaining about. But not guilty enough to stop whinging. Which makes me feel worse.

I hate that there's a threshold for how much revision I can take in my subject because it's depressing in that world-ending, what-we're-doing-isn't-quite-working, we-keep-bickering-and-can't-get-things-done, everything's-going-wrong sort of way. And today that threshold wasn't very high which means that tomorrow it has to be super high. Which frustrates me. Whiiinge.

A ridiculous number of my friends are together right now in or watching the midnight showing of Rocky Horror in Foxboro(ugh). Even a friend who wouldn't normally be involved. And she's losing her Rocky virginity tonight but I'm not there to see her lose her cherry or to see her meeting my other friends (we've been hoping to plan something for ages) and it's sad. Panda & Amy are playing Janet & Rocky...so Touch'a Touch'a is going to be filled with even more lesbian shenanigans than usual. alsdjkflas.

If I live to 80, university will make up 4% of my life, time-wise. It makes up 14% of my up-to-date life. That isn't a lot. But stress doesn't see perspective. *Sigh.*

I wish could teleport-hop around the world (with carbon neutrality!) and snuggle with everyone. I am so in need of snuggles. Anyone else in need of snuggles please report it here and we can virtual!snuggle together.


Spring is nature's way of saying, "Let's party!"
[Robin Williams]
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I've decided to start getting through Mammalian Reproduction lectures with Environmental Management extra reading interspersed, so I can be sure that I've got the double-exam day handled. If Research Topics in Ecology and Wildlife in the Farming Environment become last-minute affairs, that's okay - I got through those first and second year, too. I'll manage somehow.

But for now *headdesk*. Every time this lecture mentions Merino rams or ewes ("ram effect" - female "oh look a dude!" *hormones spike the frook up*) I think of weaving and characters and people and looms. My mind is a distracting place.

ALSO. Last night I had a sexytime dream (I hardly ever have those; I can count them on one hand) and now instead of appreciating it, my brain is wondering at the fast-acting reproductive system of humans. And me. And, uhm, I'd actually rather not be thinking about my hypothalamus when I think of that dream. Just saying.

Also, I apologise in advance for future spamming of ridiculous things.


They say goldfish have no memory; I guess their lives are much like mine and the little plastic castle is a surprise every time. And it's hard to say if they're happy but they don't seem much to mind.
[Ani DiFranco; Little Plastic Castle]
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