March 1st, 2009

Rainbow || Rainbow northern lights.

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I stayed in bed most of the day today. And sort of nibbled all day. Lots of 'puter.

Looked at some of the letter-notes from Rowe times. Then I was randomly laughing. And laughing. Laughing some more.

I was snapped back in.

Watched "Earth Girls are Easy" in Juliette's room with the gang. Trippy-arse, weeeeiiird but funny movie! Why was I not alive in the 80s?!

Realised that if Sarah and Harry hook it on up, the only remaining romantically-unattached people will be me and Matt. And he's got unrequited feelings for Alishia. So uhm...really just me. Fantabs. But after noticing it and feeling a bit of pain, a flood of acceptance just sorta washed over me.

I feel pretty. Intelligent (most of the time). Mature (in the ways that count). Content. Complete. Me.

So I'm single, so what. I'm used to being The Single One. It snuck into part of my identity. I'm still smiling. That's what matters to me, really.

Been getting a bit done. Cleaning, doing random things I've wanted to for a long while, reading, plucking at course stuff I have to do before exams, etc. Now painting my nails and then I'll get in bed and sleep. Have to go to the library tomorrow to pick up my Scandisk so might as well bring Aspen along to check on the audio thing. Would be nice to be able to go back to playing things on 'er.

Still need to do some writing some time. Haven't written in a long time. Writing needs to get done, seriously.
  • Current Music
    No Rain -- Blind Melon
Rainbow || Rainbow northern lights.

Do you wake up on your own and wonder where you are?

Stress stinks.

I got my memory stick from the library.

Looks like my laptop's audio problem is a hardware thing--the Dell guy probably didn't connect something up. So YIPPIE, another call to Dell and commencing Dance of the Dell, which is a strange and obnoxious dance.

Starting to watch Strawberry Panic. Will be taking it slow. One episode today.

Off to go home now. Try to get some more stuff done.
  • Current Music
    I wanna wake up where you are, I won't say anything at all.
Rainbow || Rainbow northern lights.

Teh Kwii's Kweh

  • 17:51 @createsunspots Hard hugs. Oh gods, I'm so sorry. More hugs.
  • 21:15 @myowncliche I would say he was on a lot. But thank green, 'cause that's a pretty epic book.
  • 21:16 @snoopy874 I enjoy how female mannequins have nipples but not faces. Because obviously nipples are more femme than faces!
  • 21:17 My responses to stress always tend to be "nomnom," "zzzz," "ohfilm!" or nail varnish. Just finished fourth, onto second.
  • 21:19 I think my new retort to "Are you OK?" will be, "Respectively," with a gentle smile. Upon questioning, thumbs up, "No, really, I'm good."
  • 08:08 @moebiuscascade That one sounds like it might work for me too. Especially since "respectively" would confuse a few of my friends.
  • 08:09 Alright. Maybe I'll make my first appearance at a meal all week. And maybe eat while reading. Oh oh oh fun!
  • 11:46 @createsunspots Awwwr, adorable. I miss getting to dress up butch for fun things like that. Despite that I used to have to dress femme.
  • 11:46 @thinkingxbeing Hugs hard. I'm sorry! Midterms bite death. ]:.
  • 11:46 What you feel is what you are, and what you are is beautiful.
And that's a wrap, folks! Kupokweh!