December 3rd, 2008

Rainbow || Rainbow northern lights.

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I'm going to do this.

I don't know how, or how many times I'll breath or tear or smile or laugh or dance or groan or chuckle nervously, but I am going to do this.

These lovely people here think it's family pressure that makes me Put on the Panic (nifty song title...). They think it's knowing that my Da got two firsts, knowing that my Mum went to uni a year early, knowing that my brother does advanced everything in maths.

They don't know I am excellent at pressuring myself. If I had to get a grade on pressuring myself, it would be an A.

But I'm going to do this. Somehow, I'm going to.