April 3rd, 2008

Rainbow || Rainbow northern lights.

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I feel so dead right now.
Thankfully I am done with the regular high school school day.

To do:
- Read through some organismal bio stuff.
- Go to bio 6-10.
- Hopefully get a little studying done during breaks.
- Study my plants, the bio II diagrams, and SPANISH.
- Get home and study Spanish more because I have an exam tomorrow morning.
- Sleep but probably not get enough.

I hate grades. I hate that I am so obsessed with grades. I hate that I feel incapable of not studying enough. I don't know what I would do if I got a C on an exam. I can't imagine Pam's face. I don't know what I will do if that happens, especially if it's worse than a C.

Even if this course DOESN'T matter and I'm doing NOTHING with the grade.

Now off to do those things.


(Maybe more later, if I don't spontaneously go back to death.)
Rainbow || Rainbow northern lights.

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Dear Dean:

If you are calling a high school student to tell her that her class is canceled and it is during high school hours, please leave a message. Especially if when she calls back all she will get is a confusing automated message. It would be great for her to have some idea that her class has been canceled before she drives to the school and finds a note on the door.

Aggravated little-love,

And now to studying Spanish.
I want tomorrow's school day to be over!