February 19th, 2007

Rainbow || Rainbow northern lights.

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I can't believe I really just cried over being rank number six.

But it all just feels so horrible.

I'm afraid to try my hardest, because I'm afraid that when I try my hardest I'll find that my best isn't good enough.

That I'm not good enough.

It really all just makes me want to cry.

But actually, I'm having an okay vacation.

Maybe my birthday will be okay.

No, probably not.