March 5th, 2006

Rainbow || Rainbow northern lights.

I'm currently thoroughly convinced that I'm an idiot.

I always manage to screw things up.

I think I have a crush on an online-girl. I don't know what she looks like. I've never met her offline. I've never even talked to her on the phone.

So great, go me. Does this sound familiar? It is. I went and did the same stupid thing with Sonia/Katy/whatever. But this time I don't even know what the girl LOOKS like. I've only talked to her on gaia.

I hate it enough when I get crushes on girls I have a very small chance with. It's worse when it's on someone so impossible to be with.

So I'm stuck in the position of having such an odd crush while seeing someone with a crush on me everyday.

Oh, yay.

I'm glad I like school for the learning. I don't know how I'd do this any other way.
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    Irish Pub Song || Flogging Molly.
Rainbow || Rainbow northern lights.

I finally finished!

I finally finished my teacher erotica story. It turned out more story that I had originally planned, but I still like it. There's the possibility of continuing it. Who knows, it could turn out to be another novel. I never know.

I had one of my writer's trances. The ones where I turn on the JupeSun album, stop looking at the clock, and focus on writing. When I re-joined the world again my story was done, it was 10:40 (almost an hour later), and the album was just ending. I'm quite pleased.

It's in my parchment journal, which is smart_ash_wit.

Incase you didn't get that, smart_ash_wit

Mmm. But if you don't like lesbian erotica, I'd skip that entry and move on to another.

Senior youth was a blast.

School tomorrow.

Late night.

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    None, at the moment.