I did it. I fucking did it. I got through the 20ks. My novel is now 30k words. FUCK YES! It is worth profanity, it is worth mire tiredness, and it s worth everything else I'm giving up or suffering through! I WILL do this. I'm not going to go to sleep, because that's something I need. A lot.
I did it again. My novel is now at 40k words. Tomorrow I'm going to do the 10k words before homework, so I don't cut it closet to the 11:59:59 deadline. I'm not worried, though. This is turning out really well. If I can't manage enough wordcount tomorrow through chapters, I'll add an epilogue at the end to rack up some extra words. It only needs to be 50k for nano wrimo: I can bulk it up or thin it down afterwards. So yay, it's not two in the morning and I'm already done with my 10k. I think I'm going to be better with my fanfics when I finish this. I'll certainly be better with my SLEEP. 'Night, all.