Kiwi Crocus (cranky__crocus) wrote,
Kiwi Crocus

Pep Talk

We're going to pretend I am not being horrible with this "packing" thing.

I am so incredibly frightened. Why must I put things off when I'm frightened? I am going to cry hard core as I pack. I know it. Too many memories not to. Laughing and crying.

I should put on Harold and Maude! Or a Harry Potter! (Faja / Da has resigned himself to the fact that most of our epic DVDs are coming with me to uni. V for Vendetta, The Princess Bride, The Fifth Element, etc.)

Dear Kiwi,

Please stop being a wuss. Older!kiwi will laugh at you for agonizing so much for this. You're only leaving for 2 1/2 months. Just pack some warm clothes and your favorites, your toiletries, your entertainment, and your few memories. You'll be OK, girly.

Hugs. I know for years you have thought you would be emailing updates of these days to someone. It's OK that you aren't. I still love you, and that's most important, right? Self-love is the best love. Perverse smile. Alright, I saw that grin, you! Now get to work. Turn the DVD on and boogy. Then maybe a late-night Skype for you. Smiles.


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