I get very sick of arrogant people who presume they know everything and are above everything, and that anything to do with emotion is petty and anything that shows emotion is vulnerable and bad.
And sometimes, I fear that I am like both of them.
I don't want to be arrogant. I don't want to be like my brother or like these people who make me feel so low. No, no, I don't want to be!
I'm going to read and sleep now.
I wish I didn't get attached to my characters. I wish I didn't get attached to their roleplayers. I swear, five years and I must not have learned a thing. But I'm not falling this time. No, too arrogant for my tastes. Thank goodness.